Rain Rain Rain

Well this is Washington!! This is the time of year I like the least here, not only does it rain for days on end, gray and stormy, but it gets dark out so early in the day! Very depressing :( My favorite day of the year is the 21st of December, the winter soltice, when the days start to get longer,only 10 days away, yeah!! Can't wait... in the mean time and as a consolence, I like to cook, soup and stews +knit and read, and it s good time to plan ahead for the coming year. Definitely making some changes. Less stuff, new location, more creative aspirations in the works.

First Day of the Rest of My Life

Started out again just like yesterday. Same problems and challenges, still at a lost as to what do I do now? No job, no money, no one to share an intimate life with. Staring at this space, what should I fill it with? Plans for the future, don't have any; why I'm in this predicament, too distressing; now, now, now, that's it, what I'm being now! Being here and now. On this first day I've made a giant leap into actually being instead of thinking about doing. Is this a breakthrough? I'm blogging. I choose to be a blogger, I am being a blogger. I choose to live my life as a human being not a human doing. My life is sharing and inventing new possibilities for myself. Making breakthroughs on demand, moving through the breakdowns to living a life of abundance, joy, well being and completion through communication. This is good. Landmark Education and my daughter, Amber, got me here, thank you! I am now in a group, put together last week in one of their seminars I'm attending over the next three months, took until today and an email (2nd one) from our group leader to move me here. Transformation, not change, is the goal. My life is empty and meaningless, ready to be filled with all the new possibilities I am creating for myself. Well here it goes, possibility number one: I am committed to creating for myself a life that allows me the freedom to be creative, artistic, fearless, loved and available. Okay! It's 1pm already, sun is out and it's warming up, time to get being.